I know I should be offended, but I have always found robbery glamorous: In a kind of defiance, I have preferred to associate theft with high-end getaway cars and wads of cash stuffed into suede jewelry pouches, soft to the touch. People are sometimes asked, “When did you become aware of your race?” This was not that moment for me, though around this time, I certainly realized that my race marked me as a thief. My aunt was being held by the mall police for shoplifting. “I swear she didn’t steal anything,” she said, crying, her head in her hands. When we arrived, my cousin was sitting on the edge of the pavement by the parking lot, waiting for us. We were on our way to one of the tax-free outlet malls in Delaware, but not to shop. “Don’t come back!” Not long after, I recall being inside a stuffy car with my grandmother. Just when I had settled on Famous Amos, I felt a hard push, then heard the words “Get out! Get out!” We were stealing, the shop owner said. I remember the outing vividly-even the brands of chocolate-chip cookies I was torn between buying. W hen I was 7 years old, I went with my friends to a nearby corner store after school.
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